Not so fun afterall??
Why do I feel so intimidated?
Why do I feel so inferior?
Why do I feel that I shouldn't have agreed?
Why do I feel that I shouldn't have been there?
Why did I have to know where they were from?
Why did I have to know what they are doing now, something that seems so hard for me to achieve?
So many whys, but....
Why do I feel that my place is not here??
I really don't like this feelings, but yet I can't help it. I feel embarrassed somehow, I feel demoted. I feel that I'm starting to hate my decisions. But there's no turning back, and I know there'll be more of this in time to come. But yet I'm not ready to deal with them.
Do they even know how I may have felt????
Sunday, January 25, 2009 ; 11:55 AM
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