finally met up with dear layee yesterday.. haha.. really so glad.. hmm, was walking around town then saw the food fair at taka.. oh my gosh!!! i think i went mad over the food.. by the way, its more like a japanese food fair though.. full of japanese food.. layee was pretty amazed by one of the ice-cream stall with the twirl twirl thing.. haha..

head on to hereen.. my gosh.. first level was like a chaos.. the whole of HMV on the first floor was down.. diaoz.. oh by the way, saw a lot of tp students.. idil, kaiming, derek and of course my long lost best pal amrun and his girlfriend.. haha.. head on to plaza sing later.. hmm.. went to several shops and started to think of what to get for our darling esther chan who will be leaving soon to australia to further he studies.. think its this sept or next feb.. oh well.. both happy and sad for her.. happy coz she's wsorking hard towards her goal and she's achieving it soon.. sad coz here goes one of our friend.. sigh.. hmm wonder if i'll be the next one to leave my friends and head on to my goals..

after checking out the various universities, i suppose i really wanna go overseas to study.. seems like local uni is getting further and further away.. but partly coz i'm more attracted to what the overseas university are offering.. hehe.. guess i really need to start finding a job to secure my first year of school fees soon.. sigh.. its really not going to be easy.. God Bless Me =P

anyway, congrats to those who got into the respective main coms:

TPSU: Alvin Neo, Terence, Yeeping, Tatming, Jodin, Weisheng, Clifton, Soon Poh

BSC: Daniel Goh, Dainial, Mark, Silin, Jacq, Wesley, Karine, Din, Muhammad..

hope i didn't leave anyone out.. hmm, heard that some are happy they got in but are disappointed that some are in and some are not.. some of them are worried about how to work with others and so on.. well, i suppose there's always such problem.. but like i told someone, be confident in yourself and believe in your strengths... things havent started yet so dun worry too much.. instead, put in your best for everything you do.. can always seek the ex main com help if you need.. you're not alone =) Jia you jia you

next week, there'll be a career fair for vivocity.. my gosh.. the shopping mall is huge!!! haha.. it's gonna be ready by this october.. hmm, definitely looking forward to it.. haha.. will be going down to the career fair most prob on both days but most prob will change to just going down on one day.. 2 days meaning the same things which will get me more fickle-minded i suppose.. hmm.. but wondering what kind of jobs there are especially in the management side..

hmm, at the same time, i'm bothered about some thing which i shan't say.. if it's meant to be i suppose it'll be.. i suppose for now, having a few true friends by your side is what really matters.. read a few blogs and when i found out some things, felt quite upset but at the same time, thinking if its worth it.. what has the past months or years of friendships mean to some ppl, i seriously wonder.. some ppl manage to get over it yet enjoy the companionship even though situations maybe awkward but some dun, so leave them out on every occasions.. or is it coz, that person just didn't want to make the effort to go out with them when given the chance?? but what if you were never given the chance?? and all you saw were the happy faces that your old friends had without you?? doesn't that make you wonder if your presence is important or rather does your presence matter?? now i kinda understood how brother (someone really close to me) felt when he's being leftout.. i suppose that's why we're brother and sister.. haiz..

a note to some ppl:

Pris: hey gal, sorry about yesterday's dinner.. came at the wrong time.. really miss you a lot.. but seems like you're really busy with both school and squash i really have no idea when you'll be free.. but i'll still try.. love you lots..

mag: finally saw you on thursday, was really happy and glad you're still as cheerful as ever.. please do take care of your health k?? the cough is not to be treated lightly.. haha..

terence: dun worry about anything.. as you treat me as your close friend, and so do I.. need any help, i'm always here.. haha.. i'll try me best.. and once again Congrats in being a VP for TPSU!!

tat: i know you're very bothered about some things and i know how you feel as i've dealt with that person before.. but dun worry, you know what you want so fight for it.. you know for sure at least you've tried so its not your fault that things didn't turn out the way you wan.. all the best!

fuad: you're going in next tuesday.. hmm, wonder when can i meet you again.. do keep in contact yeah?? or else i'll box you.. haha.. all the best to you!!! enjoy =)

guess that'll be all though i very much like to leave someone a note but i guess forget it.. what's the point when things aren't happening the way i hope it'll be.. all talk and no action doesn't make ppl as truthful as they seem..

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