hmm.. many people are going into network marketing recently.. maryann, jessica, fangting, clarice, grace (really miss you too.. kinda shock to receive the sms suddenly haha but really thanks.. at least i know i'm not forgotten by you.. haha), timothy and bla bla bla.. hmm, not getting surprised if those who dislike network marketing are actually venturing into it.. well, its really good money (only if you put in effort) but of course no cpf coverage bla bla bla.. in fact, many of them are turning full-time into this after getting their degrees.. haha.. as for me, i'm starting to not dislike this industry.. coz many of my friends are involved.. been to a few seminars and didn't think its that bad afterall.. but then again, there's still some precautions that needs to be taken care of.. haha..

ok.. back to the main point.. i'm tired.. not physically (had way too much sleep since i'm still unemployed at the moment..) mentally tired i am.. tired of having to think of this and that, tired of worrying over this and that.. sigh.. wanna write so many things down here but dunno how to write coz this is still 'readable' by public too.. although people will say "this is your blog, you can write whatever you want" but behind this line, i'm sure people will also want to say "but then make sure you dun say hurtful things or whatsoever" then what's the point of having a blog then?? just to say happiness?? sigh..

sometimes we really wanna say something but knowing the fact that people will read especially the people we know, sometimes we gotta keep secrets as well.. haiz..

i seem to be losing a lot of things recently.. wanna get things back but for a few reasons: dunno how, people are busy for me to call them, people are really ignoring me (if it's my fault, tell me but dun backstab me).. and so many more reasons.. if you are thinking that i'm so free now coz i'm unemployed and doing nothing at home, guess you're wrong.. many things are happening around me, and i'm trying to adjust my life.. i'm still stress over a lot of things.. things that i know will never be settled somehow.. trying very hard not to think about it but sometimes, the things things around me just remind me of too many things.. it hurts.. i'm just tired mentally..................

hope you're enjoying yourself with your friends.. work hard too..