finding self
hmm.. someone asked me a question yesterday: what happened to the valerie she knew?? sigh.. now i'm starting to ponder where's the valerie who used to be a workaholic, who used to keep wanting to keep her life busy with nothing but work and projects..
now that i've chance to go find work, i'm just wasting my time slacking and slacking at home, or rather being choosy about the jobs i want.. suddenly just wanna be lazy and not work but cant.. getting more and more bored at home of having to just send in resumes, kept searching for jobs and not getting any replies from any companies.. sigh.. suddenly boredom is starting to kill me..
there's so many things i wanna buy and so many places i wanna travel to but i just dun have the finances to incur!!! all coz i have no jobs.. been trying to search and search and send in resumes but still to no avail.. then again, still not keen to work for sis' ex-boss.. sigh.. everyone's just talking about experiences and degree-holders.. how the hell am i supposed to get experience if no one gives me a chance.. sigh..
Father God, please guide me.. I feel so lost and lonely now.. I really need to get my life back in shape and at work.. Help. Amen..
Monday, June 26, 2006 ; 1:15 AM
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