sigh.. though these 2 weeks back in TP has been a fruitful one with BSC's VibrantLife, there are some unhappiness going behind the scenes.. well i'm not talking about politics.. once again, i'm back to the what i feel is very sensitive now: relationship issues..

some ppl have broke up, some on the verge, some cooling off, and some are not ready and stuck in between of too many choices.. this year is definitely not a good year as well..

i feel really sad for them.. thought everything went pretty smoothly, based on their emotions, based on their expressions and everything, all just seems to go the right way until breaking news comes forward.. for others who are not ready, i can only say take your time, you're still young and there's still a lot more fish out there for us to slowly search for the right one.. the time is all yours to work with.. friends, please consider your feelings really carefully.. please take your time.. please dun rush.. both parties dun wanna get hurt..

anyway, glad that some things are finally over and i feel more light-hearted now.. haha.. dunno why but really glad it didn't go and deeper and haywire.. haha.. this is gonna be thelongest blog i've ever written but.. just a few notes to some ppl:

priscilla: hey gal, realise i dint really talk to you much since dunno how many months ago.. just wanna say, i'm really really really so so so sorry.. just want to tell you i really miss you a lot.. i'll never forget how we first knew each other thru the socks incident during foc.. haha.. but really luv you lots..

nicole: you as well, have been the first freshie i've spoken to in kryon and i really feel you're adorable.. glad you're enjoyung your life now with bo ying and hope you will in the future.. love you too gal.

magdalene: never really got close to you til near the end of the year but nevertheless, i'm still glad i did.. haha.. we've spoke quite a lot recently and wonder how long this can last.. sorry to make u worry some times but there are some things i wanna keep to myself as well.. but i still love you girl, and hope you'll be happy too.. i'll be here always if you need someone to talk to..

to these first 3 gals, you've really added the first colours into my life.. you all really did and i thank the 3 of you so so so much.. i love and adore the 3 of you the most =P

jo: thanks for being such a best friend although we both seem to have so many differences.. haha.. but nevertheless, you never fail to cheer me on in times of when i'm really upset.. and i wanna apologise that i cant do much everytime you're upset yourself.. really thanks

eleanor: thanks so so so so much sister.. i know i've made you upset a lot of times but you also never fail to understand my situation and sorry to make so upset.. really dun mean it and i really love you too.. gonna miss everything about you.. haha..

eddie: thanks for being such a great brother.. sorry for all the arguements.. and sorry that i cant be there for you when you need me.. realise that we are not in contact for quite some time and it seems that i'm not making the effort to contact you while you are.. i'm really sorry but i promise i'll contact you again.. you'll forever be my brother, the one who always cared for me more than anyone else.. thanks and sorry

fuad: Mr Penguin!!! haha.. another best friend of mine, you really make my day all the time.. never fail to bring joy to ppl and always letting ppl vent their anger on you.. you're really a great friend.. hope you're not too bothered about what's happening back home but instead, stand strong and fight for your own happiness thats all i can advice.. but still thanks for everything..

zhenjie: another great brother you are.. and thanks for always being there when i'm upset.. and stop smoking le.. its bad for health.. haha..

haikel: glad to know you in BSC.. haha.. very good-looking malay i have to say.. and a caring and never fail to lend a listening ear to me as well.. thanks haikel, you are great!!!

chek meng: though i know you not long, but still you've been a great friend and a great entertainer to everyone.. haha.. apologise for the shocking response that day coz i was kinda in a state of emotion attack haha.. but you're really great.. haha.. and i never once said that you're not good-looking.. haha.. continue to keep in touch

keagan: you've been a great friend and great comforter in the name of christ and i really have to thank you.. without these motivations and encouragement, i seriously think my faith is going downhill.. really thanks so much.. and i really didnt mean to give so many shocks to you la.. haha.. some things are unexpected.. haha..

cassandra: you've been a great sister and a great listening ear to me.. sorry that you always have to scold me coz of him.. i promise i wun talk about him anymore coz he's just not worth it.. really thanks so much..

pearllyn: thanks for all the fun you've created in prog com for the past 2 years... sad that i wun be able to join you in your 3rd year, but i'll definitely come back so be sure to remind me =P

jodin: haha.. my pretend boyfriend all thanks to director of Business.. haha.. but really thanks for taking care of my on that day.. so sorry to make you worry on that day.. i was shock that something like that can actually happen to me.. really glad to have know you.. haha.. best to remember you as chicken little i suppose?? haha..

tat ming: hmm, i think you're the first guy i hugged in TP ba.. i think only.. haha.. but anyway, you've been a very caring friend.. haha.. really thanks for that first day during Week Zero orientation.. without you, i think i really would have fainted and not to forget, for being such a great listening ear too.. haha.. thanks pal.. haha..

niven: haha.. some things happened kinda unexpectedly which kinda left me wondering how did it all happen, but anyway, i'm glad that i knew you.. you're definitely one nice, caring gentleman who will have no lack of suitors.. haha.. but dun forget to fight for your happiness as well.. jia you brother!!!

jacqueline: got to know you recently, found you very funny and cute and cheerful.. haha.. i'm still trying to not think so much and treat it as a brother-sister gesture and dun do that to me hor.. haha.. but anyway, really glad to know you.. haha.. wonderful gal i have to say.. keep in contact yeah??

hmm, not to forget my spydra ppl:

din: you've been great all this time.. really glad to work with you in so many events.. sometimes things may not go in our way but glad we took everything in our stride with open heart and i really have to thank you for everything you've done for Spydi.. and let's continue to hang out at East Coast lagoon.. haha.. and where's my graduation dinner?? haha..

han: once again, i'm still going to say this: you've really been a great friend not only in Spydra but out of it as well.. really thanks for being there for me when i really couldn't take it.. i just cant tell you how much thanks and apologies for all you've done in Spydra and to me.. really thanks.. a million, trillion, zillion, inifinity thanks =D

benjamin: hmm, gonna miss your lame jokes somehow.. haha.. apparently, i've forgotten a lot of them coz there's just way too much.. but i'll never forget the difference between someone falling from 10 storeys and 100 storeys and the joke continues.. haha.. just wanna say, go for whatever you want.. you only have 1 life, so live it fully.. and i'm sure based on your experiences, you make a good leader.. and not to forget, thanks for all youur comments during the FO when i spoke to the Spydi GLs.. really appreciated all the feedbacks

alvin: its been great working with you both in D&D as well as in Spydra.. you're a great FA and a GL.. haha.. never fail to help and guide us.. and at the same time, not forgetting to have fun yourself.. thanks for giving me the opportunity to organise the greatest event in TP.. there were many conflicts which i've made all of you upset but thanks for taking it sincerely and telling me what went wrong.. really thanks

ivan lim: BISKUT!!! haha.. really glad to have you in Spydra, never fail to brighten up ppl's life when you're having yours.. but you really made an impact and achieved your goals before you leave.. i'm so happy for you.. haha.. thanks for being such a great sport..

darren: hmm, why do you like to be at the back so much all the time?? haha.. thats what i remembered since otc.. haha.. you're forever at the back.. haha.. a really gossip-monger not to forget.. think you're aware of almost all the scandals in TP.. my gosh!!! start finding one for yourself liao.. haha..

Fauzi: you've been a great friend too.. haha.. really gonna miss the way you and kaiming fought at times.. haha.. the scene is just way too funny.. haha.. too bad, i've already graduated, but let's continue to keep in touch yeah??

Timothy: hey thanks for appearing when i collapsed.. was quite shock mentally to hear your voice but i cant see you apparently coz i couldn't quite open my eyes but really thanks for being there all the way til i was transported away.. haha.. and thanks for being such a ra-ra person, never fail to hype up the situation when you're already so tired..

soon poh: how can i ever forget you!!! the guy i've been stuck with for my whole TP life ever since i started joining the first TP wide event.. hmm let's try to name everything that made us so fated to be in the same group: krypton, kryon, i-guides group 8 i think, ite i-guide, spydra, spydi.. please tell me i didn't miss out anything.. haha.. but still, i have to say, you're a really fun guy to be with.. haha.. especially when you always mispronounce some words.. haha..

fazly: glad to work with you once again from Krypton to Spydra.. haha.. still can remember how you start to tease me for my blurness back in Krypton with Terence.. haha.. miss those days.. but you really make a great Head GL and glad that i made the right choice.. you really never disappoint me.. haha.. really thanks so much for always cheering me up.. thanks a lot brother..

teow hwee: haha.. apparently you went missing from day 2 of otc onwards so all of us dun have your contacts but thank goodness i manage to find you somehow which i seriously cant remember how.. but anyway, started to talking to you recently and i still cant process in my head you're older than me!!! OMG!!! haha.. but anyway, so sorry to vent my anger on you sometimes but really thanks for being there.. haha.. anyway, you're really hyper during the FO and really thank you for making everyone so hyped up when other GLs were so tired..

to ivan sim, felicia, wanling, yvonne, derek, irvin, puay khim: thanks for being such great GLs during FO, wanna apologise if i may have been quite harsh on you guys but nevertheless, really thanks for making my camp such an unforgettable one.. really thanks.. hope to work with you guys again in the future if there's opportunities.. haha..

to the rest of the GLs and freshies: THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!! THANKS FOR MAKING MY LAST CAMP SO WONDERFUL, SO AWESOME, FANTASTIC, EXCELLENT, TERRIFIC, SUPERIFIC!!! haha.. really thanks.. love all of you =P

hmm, if i left out anyone, i'm sorry.. there's just way too many ppl i wanna write on.. but dun worry, you all will always be in my heart.. really thanks for adding so many colours in my life which i should really be happy about.. thanks for helping me to learn so many things in these 3 years.. really thanks so much..

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