hmm, was reading han's blog some days ago and he wrote me a message and some things about me during the foc:

"The whole day was great, but i wasn't at all looking forward to the Final Clash... I knew things were gonna go wrong during Final Clash. It always does. So many times, not once has it been a smooth-going fight. Oh wells, doesn't really matter. All in all, Spydra put up a good fight. We were out early in the game, and most of the freshies' spirits were down. They didn't enjoy the game, even though they played it honest. But back at the Sports Hall, as i heard their cheers, i just couldn't help but be happy. Valerie cried, she felt unfair for the freshies, and seeing how they still continued to cheer so loudly, i couldn't help but cry too...

We got last. Val broke down. Fook too. Elaine, Din, Yvonne, Linda, Tim, Darren, Derek, almost every single one of them. I couldn't hold back either. I cried. Even Aw looked like he was about to cry. I guess we were disappointed, we felt as though we'd let them down. We brought them out to fight so hard, but we were still last. But to me, it wasn't really the position... it wasn't about winning or losing. It was more of how much i was gonna miss this school... how much i was gonna miss every single one of my friends, old or new. The bond that was formed in the past 3 days was priceless. Compared to the this friendship, the position was nothing."

"- Valarie: I guess we didn't really talk much until a few days before the camp. I'm glad you stayed throughout the camp! Although we hadn't much opportunity to really work with each other, i feel a sense of attachment to you, and i really do appreciate you as a friend. It's sad that we're out of TP now, but hey, all the best for your future endeavours! Most importantly, keep in touch! "

seriously, it's true that we've never talked much even during the otc other than partnering him for the mass dance all the time.. wahaha.. but seriously, i did felt some sense of attachment with Han too.. and i'm just so glad to have him as a friend.. or even more than just a friend, close friend perhaps.. really wanna thank him so much for keeping my company when the spydra needed him during the cheering period as well.. he broke down too, but still took care of me yet i could do nothing to comfort him.. i feel so sad..

really wan to write a lot of messages to everyone to tell them how much they mean to me but there's just so many ppl for me to write.. everyone really cared about me and i really enjoyed everyone's company.. as each of them brings out the different personalities, it really added a lot of different colours to my life.. i've also learnt a lot from them.. when i really have the time, i'll make sure i'll write about everyone..

but nevertheless, really thanks to everyone who have added colours to my life =P

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