just keep swimming
just keep swimming
just keep swimming
just keep swimming, swimming, swimming..
this is what i'm telling myself now.. typing this in the middle of the night at 2.50pm.. is not that i cant sleep.. i need to clear my agm preparations!!! my folder's full of agm things i seriously have no idea which is which.. had to ask ppl to resend and put in the folder called "final" so that i'll just touch this later when i head back to school..
my eyes are shutting but i'm not letting it shut coz i wanna send my sis off later and i dun wanna miss it.. coz i know once i'm tired, thats it i wun wake up.. and further more, i havent wash my face!!! my makeup is still on.. didnt have the time.. sianz..
was talking to someone just now.. just wanna say, its not i dun wanna try.. i've tried but the situation either got worse or its just turned out bad that i had to forgo it.. its unfair for the other party but i rather not let the person hang there and wait for my answer.. if i really cant do it, i'll just have to say it straight.. its better to let the answer known now then later where it be more hurting.. i think i somehow know where you're getting at.. but you just dun wanna say it out.. they're more like hints than wanting to know me better...
some ppl comment that i dun look like i've low self-esteem and i look confident.. well, its just the looks.. as the saying goes "looks can be deceiving".. i'm just this average gal, with average looks and everything.. there's nothing i find special or interesting about me.. almost every girl have the same personality as me but there's something more about them.. hmm but they always say "beauty is in the eye of the beholder".. so i guess i wun say much neither do i wanna argue much.. but thanks for the compliments somehow.. haha.. guess i'm just not willing to think myself as what you guys think?? i dunno..
Monday, May 15, 2006 ; 2:51 PM
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