help!!! i need a job!!
seriously, i need help!!! help with job recommendations.. i'm in such a dilemma.. there's so many choices but it has its pros and cons and i really dunno what is good for me..
fought with my sis somehow yesterday night about her friend's side.. not that i'm not keen or not that i doubt whether she knows me well a not.. but working for someone she knows, make me even more stress coz i just have to be as capable as her.. but i'm not.. she's too strong, smart, independent, and capable and not to forget, fast! but for me, i'm just average intelligent, not very independent, not as capable as her and not very fast.. and i dun wanna deal with huge clients for now.. i dun wanna land her in any trouble at all..
i'm in a dilemma as to what types of job.. there's program officer, events management, marketing, sales, hotels and bla bla.. but i seriously have no idea which.. i dun wanna job hop.. wanna work in that company for a year or at least til i'm admitted into university which is seriously have no idea when.. staying at home not doing anything is killing me too!!! i think i'm going to die of boredom.. whats worse, half of my body is aching (went to play badminton yesterday) coz of lack of exercise since dunno when.. how i wish i'm still schooling.. or rather how i wish i should have applied for uni entry previously!!! OMG!!!
i really have to start thinking whats good for me and whats not.. but how am i supposed to know if i havent tried?? but i dun wanna give up so fast.. taking SAT on june 3rd and i haven't got enough practice.. the english section is really killing me!! with words i've never seen or used before.. and the maths may seem easy but once its difficult, it's really difficult.. hoho..
God, i really really need you now.. teach me, guide me.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 ; 2:56 AM
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