finally back from FOW & FOC.. thought i will cry only on the last night during spydra debrief.. but apparently, i cried during fow and when the results were known during FOC.. the results were really unexpected.. yes i agree its not about the results.. but there are way too many things that other non-spydras are unaware of..

just wanna tell the freshies, dun be demoralised by the results, as long as all of you know you have done your best, you had your fun and you leave this camp with many intangible things learnt, all your efforts are worth it.. we'll fight again next round.. as the cheer always says "It's ok, It's alright, SPYDRA SPYDRA FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!" continue to keep the spydra spirit and friendship burning everywhere you go..

to the Spydra GLs, really thanks for everything that all you guys have done.. no matter how unhappy we are with one another, all of us have learnt our lesson and we have taken it well, thats what i'm proud of you all.. we really have grown up from being a freshmen to what a true GL really should be..

to my spydi, freshies, you really have done me proud!! i've never enjoyed myself this much to the max before.. to the GLs, really thanks for all your help.. could have never done it without all of you.. really thanks everyone..

and lastly, to those who were worried about me when i brokedown, i sincerely apologise to you all.. i've never expected myself to cry til this extend.. i've never cried this manner since years and years.. think i really expected way too much of myself.. but just wanna say thanks to han and elaine who's really been there for me all this while.. you guys are upset yourself yet i can do anything for you 2.. to din, gen, linda, jodin, guan, keong and niven, thanks for your concern.. to tat and mag, thanks for all your consoles, really appreciate it.. and of course not to forget jo, my best friend, who appeared at the right time, someone whom i really needed the support from..

and to the international students, thanks for coming, hope all of you enjoyed the workshop and all the best in your 3 years in TP.. do join TPSU and your school camps in future.. thats where you really find joy and relaxation.. haha..

hmm.. dunno why, i think i'm having a crush on someone.. some things happened during those 6 days that start to make me feel both happy, upset, and jealous somehow.. does this really mean i like that person?? hmm.. we'll see how it goes, but somehow, i dun think its possible between us.. somethings not so right i suppose.. or am i being too paranoid?? oh well..

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