really shouldn't be blogging now.. very very busy with too many things now.. too many things happening!!! but i cant stand it!!! tomorrow's the day and the night for: TPSU DINNER AND DANCE 2006: WHEN GOTH MEETS ANGELS!!!!!!!!!!!

God Bless me and everyone involved in this event..

month after month after month of hard work will finally be paid off just the one night tomorrow.. time passes way too fast.. there were both happiness, sadness, frustration, every emotion you can describe, has or had happened in this committee.. but then again, i guess it through so much 'faces' that we learn to accept one another and work harder and grow stronger and closer each day.. gonna miss the hard work that everyone had put in.. but then again, this is only the beginning of my 'working' life.. things can get real worse in the real world.. but i'm prepared for it.. but strange enough, i'm not getting excited over it.. maybe coz i'm doing it almost everyday that it kinda became part and parcel of my life that i dun feel anything at all..

many thing happened yesterday and today.. kinda blew my top at my parents coz of some issues.. cant go for sl prog come meeting coz something bad(at least to me) has really happened.. kinda feeling both very very veyr upset, disappointed and guilty at my stubborn behaviour and actions.. sometimes, i'm just so head-strong that i dun see the whole point.. and sometimes, i can be so naive and gullible to anyhow believe ppl that caused me this disaster.. haiz.. hope tomorrow will be a better day and hopefully, i can cover myself well.. ARGH!!!

hmm, finally heard some news about someone and glad's that person's doing fine.. kinda scared me recently by the actions.. haha.. but then again, if that person claims that everythings going well, i believe.. haha.. my friend afterall.. if anyone wanna lie to their friends, that cant be helped either.. some things need to be kept secret always.. hehe..

hmm.. this saturday's ALP i suppose i have to go?? dint submit form coz dad somehow mentioned that we might be going batam.. then mum has to tell me that she's going to tanjung pinang herself instead.. diaoz.. this means i need to go for ALP?? OMG!! i dun wan.. i'm really not keen for any elements.. after so many things have happened, i really really need a big break.. camps are coming back from next week onwards and this means i have to meet up with the rest regularly.. OMG!!! was this a right decision to join so many things?? dunno y, recently have dreams that i've quite sl event and fow.. only going for foc and gcc's agm.. omg!!! is this really going to be true??

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