Where's the faith??
hmm, today was tearing on the bus when talking to leonard about some christianity issue.. just realise that all that i've learnt and knew, were somehow so so far away and different from what he says.. i feel so disappointed in myself.. feel so useless sometimes..
really havent been praying at all lately.. once again, i'm starting to backslide.. i'm starting to get nightmares about my family and friends, starting to find my life going down the hill.. i can pray for help.. but something seems to stop me.. sigh.. really havent been feeling too good about all these.. i feel so sad once again..
sis is back.. yes i'm definitely happy.. hehe.. and recalled that sis' friend, michelle actually named her daughter after me - claire valerie leong!!! haha.. reason was coz i looked and appear so happy to her.. indeed i was at that point of time.. it was after a church service.. haha.. but can i appear once again like that?? i really miss the good old valerie.. i really do.. i really find myself struggling time and time again i fall down..
Tuesday, February 07, 2006 ; 11:01 AM
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