seriously, ever since the new semester start, i seem to have more and more work piling up my sleeves, my table, my schedule, my mind!!! there are so many things and how many have i completed?? almost less than 1/10 of it.. what am i doing all these while?? having fun?? or is there really no time?? i can say both..
firstly, i regret not being active in yr 1.
secondly, i really admit i cant plan my time well.
thirdly, i really cant prioritise properly..
fourthly, even though i did prioritise, my heart and mind is elsewhere..
fifth, i really shouldnt be blogging now coz i have a 2 tests coming up this week and i havent start a shit! even if i did, i dun understand..
i really am starting to fear that i'll be repeating one more semester!!!
let me make a list of what i need to do this sem:
School:
- managerial accounting 2 assignment
- international business test
- international business research summary
- international business score collation
- internation business presentation
- international business report finalisation
- entrepreneurship test
- entrepreneurship research
- entrepreneurship report finalisation
- entrepreneurship presentation
- legal aspects articles analysis
GCC:
- financial statements finalisation
- learn how to write different statements
- call up some contacts
- plan events
D&D
- find more sponsors
- get more suppliers for keys
- follow-up with some other pending sponsors
seriously, there's more list than this, but i dun dare to put them down.. the numbers are scaring me.. i seriously have no idea what am i doing this semester.. invlive in otc, i-guides and have been more keen to have fun than to really put my whole heart and soul into schoolwork.. and to think i wanna do better this sem.. i think it will just be the worst semester..
have been stoning and more lost and blur as to what i need to do this semester.. yes, i've made more better friends, ppl whom i can rely on, ppl whom i can seek fun and be really happy and be myself.. but then again, i get very agitated and pissed off easily when it comes to work. y?? there's just way too many things to do!!! thought i really know my priorities well but guess i dun really.. indeed actions speak louder than words!!! sigh..
God will always be here to help me but am i allowing him??? no i suppose.. i cant even be bothered to pray for guidance anymore.. something that i've always believed so strongly in and something that always kept me going on, kept me feeling warm, yet i lost it to my stubborn and 'evil' personalit.. sigh..