sigh...sigh..
i really dun wish to see you at all.. at least not this week!!! ARGH!!! i just saw you in the canteen, smiled at you for basic courtesy of course.. but i feel so shit now.. i just feel so uneasy now.. its not your fault.. its mine.. i just dun wish that things will become this way but i've already made up my mind..
i really dun wish to talk to you, dun wish to see you at all. but can i control that?? can i stop that?? i cant.. my friends are your friends.. there's nothing i can do.. i just wish that this semester will hurry end.. i cant stand this pain.. i'm still in pain..
i'm moving on but that doesn't mean i've gotten over it! i still wanna cry.. i dunno why.. i just wanna cry everytime i see you.. i still have feelings for you.. which is something i dunno y it takes me so hard to get rid of.. indeed, it take a sec, a min, an hour, a day or a month to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget the one you love.. why?? why?? i dunno.. i'm still so lost..
Thursday, December 08, 2005 ; 3:18 AM
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