shag & pissed

went to changi beach club yesterday with jo for gcc gathering.. was hoping to relax and think things through but damn the weather for raining so heavily.. it was a bad day for me.. sigh

bad day it definitely was.. sometimes, its best not to say some things in front of both of you coz in the end, i'll still get blamed and i'll still be at fault.. look, like i said, its just my opinion.. ok fine i sounded harsh.. y? you cut me in and made me feel accused.. i've told you umpteen times that you need to let someone finish the sentence before you argue, its just their opinions.. to think you reply me back that since i know how to say this, i should accept too.. think of it this way, since you understand what i'm saying, you should be the one to start to accept.. think back, how many times have you not let that person finish then you cut in and start arguing?? and letting that person dun wanna talk anymore.. stop putting and teaching ppl how to be a better person when you yourself dun see the fault and when ppl tell you, you still can answer back..

i dun care whether you wan to show care and concern for your sisters anymore.. if this is how you intend to treat and step back, i have no comments.. just say it out straight and quick and dun drag it.. is there any point dragging it?? if this is what you think friendship is all about, then i think maybe we just aren't meant to be good friends.. and just hi-bye friends..

yes i am at fault but like jo said, its a 2 way thing.. so if i'm at fault, you are also at fault too.. faults are not created by 1 party.. its by both or many.. get this straight.. you wanna say you're mature, sorry you're not.. take a good look at yourself and your actions.. you're not alright!! you are mature in some ways but after yesterday's actions, sorry i cant agree.. and its not the first time you showed me this attitude.. i'm not scared that you'll read this and start complaining about me.. i'm not mature either.. i never said i was.. and i never said that all guys are not mature.. just some.. but you never let me have to chance to explain..

stop looking at things in your own point that i can say.. continue to side for him, continue to hear his story, you are both guys.. you both have the same thinking.. i shan't talk to you about him anymore coz no point.. i have me own side of story and i shan't talk about it anymore.. coz y, you'll think i'm making things big.. its up to you..

Sunday, November 20, 2005 ; 12:43 AM


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