am i misleading you???
hmm, rejected you indirectly somehow.. really sorry for dragging on for so long to reject you.. but i thought what i told you before was quite clear enough.. so i guess i should stop making assumptions and just tell you straight.. haiz.. so i guess its just all work ba... your conversation to me today was really pretty cold.. i felt kinda hurt.. cant we just be friends? you said i always talk about work to you.. so are you now.. was your motive just to jio me?? never friends???
haiz.. so i'll just take it as it is ba.. if 'colleagues' is all you want, i have nothing to comment.. actually was kinda hurt when you said that you wun be like him, you'll always be there for me.. you dunno the whole story so i cant blame you for saying that but it still hurts.. but i hope you wun compare yourself to him.. you both are different.. but maybe you both just dun have that extra something to make me comfortable...
haiz.. now i feel that i may mislead someone or am i just oversensitive?? i hope i am.. coz if its really true, i really dunno how to express anymore.. i know either party will get hurt soon, but can i be the one who gets hurt instead of you?? you are also a nice guy but not someone whom i'm looking for or maybe at this moment, i'm just not really in the mood to think about whether you may be the one or not.. really not in the mood...
things will never be the same.. it will never happen again.. ever since i knew that i was at fault for not voicing out and just putting everything down on my blog, time and again, i kept wishing and praying that there's a 2nd chance.. i know it will never happen, i know that i shouldn't even think about it, but i really dunno why am i still waiting for you... i tried to forget but memories of the past just keep flowing and flowing.. they are not happy but i dunno why.. i miss those times being with you.. but i really need to stop thinking.. how much more time just do i need???
Wednesday, August 10, 2005 ; 10:29 AM
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